Went to church today…. right here in my apartment. Just me and my Jesus. And it was one of the best moments of worship I’ve had in a while. The past week was full of thoughtful reflection for me, and quite a few moments of clarity. I’ve been making plans and mapping out the things I’m going to do to better myself and my life full circle. To better myself spiritually, mentally, physically, and emotionally….
So I prayed about all of those things this morning. I appreciate church services for what they are, and I think there is something to be said about the power of fellowship. But I’m thankful you don’t need a mediator to commune with God. Some people hear you say “I’m a Christian” and mark you as an indoctrinated, blind sheep. Nah. My faith isn’t based in doctrine, it’s based on how I’ve felt God move in my life. Having faith transcends Christianity as a culture and Christianity as a mere habit. Faith transcends denominations. For me, my Christianity is my own relationship with God. It’s gritty… it’s personal, and it’s awesome. When you feel the power and presence of God, it’s amazing. When you look back over your life and SEE God’s hand in it. When you see His grace and Mercy and the way they’ve worked in your life.
I’m thankful for so many things this morning. God continues to bless me in spite of all I do wrong. And He continues to work for my good in ways that exceed my expectations and anything that I could imagine. Now that I’m back in a place where I can pray for myself, I’m thankful for every single person that prayed for me. What a blessing it is to have people in your life that care enough about you to pray for you. That’s not something to be taken for granted or taken lightly. I don’t know where I’d be if I didn’t have people praying over my life in the times I didn’t pray for myself….
I thought a lot about my favorite scripture and what it means. Romans 8:28- For we know that ALL things work for the good of them that love The Lord and are called according to his purpose.
ALL THINGS. The good and the bad. Even the things in my life I don’t understand are working for my good. I’ll continue to pray that my faith that what God has for me is better than what has been. Thank you God, for all You’ve done for me, all You’re doing for me, and all that You will do.
This mirrors a few things that have been going on in my life over the past month. You have beautifully expressed how God works in our life and what is expected of us. I need to be reminded of his promises daily. Thank you for sharing, it’s the best way to help strengthen and uplift others.
